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What can I do?

So, To be blunt. My life is a mess. I've lost all of my friends. I tried to have a friendship with a girl and it ended badly and who knows if it can ever be fixed. And that happened yet another time with a different girl. I can't find work no matter what I do. I've been applying a lot lately. I can't go to therapy for my major problems because my family is broke now. And I mean broke. We can barely buy food now. I'm just tired. And I have no support outside of my house. I'm sick of killing friendships. Everyday I just try to get through the day and stay out of my head. I am my worst enemy. I feel hopeless. I know people hate when people talk about their problems on here but I have no where else to go. I feel desperate to save my old friendships. But I don't know if I can.
I miss my friends. I never meant them any harm. I feel like I'm repeating the same day over and over. All I do is try to stay calm. Try to be strong. I'm stronger then ever now but somwhow I feel the weakest I've ever felt. I just want things to be good for once.

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