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How do I cope with something bad that can't be changed? I wouldn't be questioning my looks at all if they weren't so bad, but they are which results to self-pity and excessive reassurance seeking.

Please read everything to have a good understanding of where I'm coming from:

Let's start by saying, I lost the genetic lottery by a long shot. I'm in the bottom 10% of men.

The word ugly might not even be the word to describe me. I look like a down-syndrome, literally. I'd much rather be a bit ugly than to have features of a down-syndrome which I have. It's a lot worse than being below average looking. I'm not mentally challenged like a down-syndrome is but I may have exterior features of one which you can easily tell at the split second of looking at the shape of my head and face which resemble one of a down-syndrome. Some people told me I look retarded based on my outside features when really, I'm not mentally challenged like one is. I was practicing hockey outside and a couple of pretty girls walked by me and I overheard them saying that I look like a r****d and they were freaked out about seeing me. A lot of people glance at me as if there's something wrong whenever I walk by them and vice versa. I am completely heart broken that my complexion looks so awful and I cry a lot about it. Do not feel bad for me because I look very awkward, give me your advice on how I can deal with the very bad fate I'v been given.

How do I deal with the very bad fate I'v been given genetically speaking?

The link below is an example of people who aren't actually retarded but have features of one.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/50945609@N03/7150405975/

Finally see me (Frankenstein look-alike) in the link below and give me your reaction whether it's negative, neutral or positive. Thanks.

Video of me:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEwPZBLm8dQ

Pics of me: (see all my flickr pics to get better judgement)

http://www.flickr.com/photos/50945609@N03/7104990647/in/photostream/

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